It truly warms my heart to see how more and more people are waking up to how this reality works. And how we are all shifting the course of events by not buying into the fear that media and governments are bombarding us with.
Instead, how more and more people choose to move in love and trust.
I have been following this path for decades now. Ever since I became aware.
I have stepped out of the matrix. I don’t follow stories that try to program me into believing that this is a dangerous world.
I don’t follow stories that try to program me into believing that there is lack in this world. I know this is an abundant world. Plenty for everyone.
I have let go of mainstream media. I have stopped following the news. I do not allow manipulators access to my consciousness. I’m highly protective of my consciousness. My consciousness is precious. I have never had a TV, nor ever listened to the radio, nor used a cell phone on a regular basis so that was easy to refrain from. I don’t sms. I write letters.
As a writer and journalist I do write e-mails and use my laptop computer. But I’m not online that much. I have never been into cellphones so to me it never held an allure. I keep the phone I own on mute and tucked away on a shelf in my office. I have a look at the phone twice a day. Once in morning and once in the evening. For me, the phone is there to serve me. Not the other way around.
I use my phone for the times I want to make a phone call. Or while traveling: use the gps, google some piece of information or take a snapshot. I enjoy the peace of knowing that nothing can interfere with my time. Nothing can interfere with my peace. That I decide when to communicate with the outer world.
I have stepped away from social media. No more of the endless, constant flood of other people’s energies, emotions and stories. The endless and constant stream of information of the ups and downs of other people’s lives. We are not meant to take in that much. It drains our life force. I’m highly protective of my life force. When I want to interact I meet up in real life.
Instead of social media I created this blog. No ads. No big brother sees you-restrictions or interference. No hustle and bustle. Just a peaceful place for thoughts.
I navigate this world with a compassionate heart. I see the good in people. I see into people. I understand. Understand why someone acts the way they do. I love helping out.
Don’t mistake kindness for weakness. I also have an excellent BS detector. I can spot a lie from miles away.
Kindness i a choice. Being happy is a choice.
Navigating the world with an open heart amidst chaos and fear is courageous. To stand tall in happiness and joy amidst a constant narrative of fear the most brave thing you can do.
The most rebellious thing you can do in this world right now is to love.
To be happy. Enjoy yourself. Live your happiest most fulfilled life.
With a compassionate heart comes discernment. Not everyone is equally pure.
I have stepped away from people with a negative mindset. Stepped away from naysayers. Stepped away from people that cause drama or in any way or form drain or weigh me down.
Life has become peaceful.
Harmonious.
Stunningly beautiful.
I nowadays fill my life with the things that support my wellbeing.
I have made myself top priority.
I pamper and nurture myself like a beloved child. I make sure my needs are met at all times. I rest a lot. I see to it that I always get the sleep I need to feel at my best. I eat foods that make me feel good. No processed, man made food. Yes, a lot of it has been manipulated.
I eat foods that come from nature and that I prepare myself from scratch. Food is a big one for me. I’m a real foodie. I love eating and cooking and growing my own vegetables. Delicious high quality foods. I love traveling the world exploring and trying out the local cuisine. I’m a great cook.
My father died when he was 32. I was 8. My mother went into years of deep grief. I as a child physically had to stop her when she tried to commit suicide and hang herself. My mother was unable to take care of us children. She has always been unable. She has always been a narcissist. As a child, as a teenager, as an adult. After my father died she locked herself in her room for years. When at rare moments she would show herself to us children she would lash out. Blame and shame us. My two older sisters were also not capable to step up. Just like my mother they bullied me. They always have. To this day. My mother the bully. My sisters the bullies. My brother is the only family member who has always been kind. Unfortunately he was never home due to his intense training schedule as a professional ballet dancer. Instead, although I’m the youngest, I became the caretaker of my mother. I spent my childhood taking care of her. Putting up with her constant bullying, constant criticism and erratic acting out. l also became the chef of the family. The cook. The caretaker. The nurturer.
With a narcissist there is only one way. Leave. A narcissist will never change. They will blame and shame you into staying. And their abuse will never stop. Dr Joe Dispenza has a lot of good information on how to deal with a narcissist.
When I stepped away from the bullies my life became peaceful. Nowadays I’m highly protective of me.
Nowadays I shine my light, my sunny way of being, unapologetically. And I don’t allow anyone or anything to dim my light.
I know what I’m worth.
I spend a lot of time in nature. A lot of time in stillness.
I spend time with animals. Nature and animals are pure. Truly wonderful to bond with. My latest animal family member was my dog Jackie. Jacks as I called him. Jax. A Staffy. Black with a tiny bit of white. We were so close. A true soul team. What a beautiful, wise soul he is. He passed in 2018. I trust that he will return to me in this lifetime.
I make sure I’m always in safe and loving environments. I only spend time with people who truly want my best and who make me feel good. I keep boundaries up against anyone who would in any way or form disturb my peace. Anyone or anything that tries to suppress my peaceful and sunny way of being.
I focus on the things that make me happy. Do activities that light me up. Fill my life with fun.
And yes, I hang out with spirit. I meditate a lot. Spirit and I work diligently on making this world a better place. But there is also room for rest and play. Spirit communicates in the most playful and inventive ways. When I read a book or watch an old movie or get approached by a bird or a squirrel in the wilderness, spirit loves adding their part in the conversation. Always in a deeply loving way. Soothing and caring when I feel down. In a playful manner when I’m up for a kindhearted smile. Spirit knows what I need and desire at any given moment.
I am super psychic. I have access to all information from all space and time. I love communicating with the higher dimensions. With beings that are of high frequency and mind. The ones with pure hearts. Also, I deeply enjoy the special treat of being able to both see, hear and interact with my ancestors. The ones that came before me. The ones whose DNA I am carrying. It’s truly magical and sacred.
Remember that we are all psychic. We all have access to this expanded awareness. One just needs to tap into it. It’s done through the heart.
Ask and it is given.
There are many wonderful shifts going on in the world at this very moment. Shifts in consciousness. Upgrades of DNA.
These are beautiful times indeed.